Finally I came up with a name that I'm content with and relates to me. I really like what cherry blossoms symbolize.
Cherry Blossoms-The flower symbolism associated with the cherry blossom is education. In China, the cherry blossom is also a symbol of feminine beauty. It also represents the feminine principle and love. In Japan, cherry blossoms symbolize the transience of life because of their short blooming times. Falling blossoms are metaphors for fallen warriors who died bravely in battle. This connotation links them with the samarai.
(She's Undercover)
She protects not only others but mainly her inner self.
she dresses & looks one way but that's only half of what you see & get..
the rest, is left unleashed.
What you see is not all of her there is another side that remains in privacy, however that's not how it will always be.
Unless she's confronted with a bold gent who knows how to unwrap, embrace, and fulfill the special treasure she keeps within her boundaries.
Part of her wants to confide not only within herself but to show and tell another
that she is a unconditional lover.
She refuses to settle for less or what people want for her & expect.
What is left out there withholds the least of respect.
To connect
is what she seeks in her ideal man, who can share the same feeling that is unexplainable a sense of comfort & desire. He will stimulate her mentally & physically, a challenge not the ordinary.
For what she foresees for her future love affair is quite blurry .
Because she has not yet gracefully came across a descent one to feel , observe, and experience being apart of a pair & learn how to contribute & share.
Her opportunity to become as so has came by not once but many times.
However her only experience is to desire and encounter close calls
but never did they turn out to be divine.
So from before & throughout she remains undercover.
she will express herself in one way to another.
Until that one day she discovers, her best lover.
